As 2016 comes to a close I can't help but reflect on my achievements over the year. Last year in August I tried doing the Couch to 5K app and completed it but never really made it to the 5K distance nor did I run very much more than once a week. I got lazy, I got up to 198lbs and hated myself. Depression hit and I spent the afternoons napping on the couch and getting nothing done. In February my friends signed up for the Bill Snyder Half Marathon in Manhattan, KS which was scheduled for May 21st. I thought, what the hell, I never dreamed of running that distance but training with my friends would be fun and a team effort. We could support each other and cheer each other on. So I made up my mind and committed.
I never realized the journey that would ensue after that decision was made. I started a training program as well as going to the gym a few times a week. I ran slow and it was hard to carry my weight. I remember dragging my feet and almost shuffling and it took me forever to run a mile. Hurdles popped up all over the place, I seemed to have an injury every other day. My IT Band gave me trouble and if I ran one day then I had to wait the rest of the week to be able to run again. I would see my friends out doing runs and succeeding and I beat myself up about my inability to keep up. I did as many training runs as my body would allow and started seeing a chiropractor to help with my injury. It was determined that my hips were misaligned and the strength in the left leg was way less than that of the right. After many adjustments the strength evened out. After overcoming that injury the next one set it, shin splints. The furthest I got in my training before shin splints took me out was 8 miles. I remember thinking after that run that I never want to run again! I think I did a 12 minute mile that day. Once my shins started hurting I stopped running for the last 4 or 5 weeks of training and focused on spin class to keep up my endurance. The weight was slowly starting to come off and I needed to go down a size in my workout clothes. Before the half marathon I did a 10K race at Kstate and was very proud of my time considering the very hilly course!

Race day came and I feared what would happen after I hit mile 8 since I never trained past that distance. I joined a pace group and was motivated by them for the first 8 or 9 miles of the race....then I hit my wall. I started getting slower and slower, my knee swelled and hurt and I was running out of gas. Finally I saw my pacers round the corner and keep on going....I was now on my own! Those last 4 miles were nothing but mental torture. I ran, I walked, I encouraged others who were struggling and I ran some more. The end was in site. I came through that finish line hunched over like I was going to fall on my face. I had no more steam in me and nothing more to give but I DID IT! Not only had I done it but I finished faster than my goal time of 2:40.

Mile 3 and I was still happy!

Finish line, barely could stand!

Holy crap, did I just do that?!

Planned finish was 2:40

Me and my girls

My running apps time

I wasn't dead last!!!!