I'm sure upon meeting me most people think in their heads "wow, she's a little crazy", which in fact, is not too far from the truth! I'm almost certain that being "a little crazy" has actually kept me 'sane' all these years!
I never wanted kids but my biological clock started to sound its crazy alarm making me feel the need to reproduce; it's done this three times! So now here I am with three needy little people who literally suck the life right out of me. I've never been one of those people who absolutely has to be needed by someone, in fact, I prefer that nobody needs me; makes my life a lot simpler! Unfortunately I'm needed constantly around here.
Over the years I've witnessed some pretty crazy feelings and emotions inside as a result of my OCD and anxiety but never have I felt anything like what happens inside my head when kids are present! If we all hopped on the Magic School Bus and ventured into my brain we'd probably see Dorothy getting sucked up by the tornado while we listened to simultaneous concerts starring ZZ Top, Aerosmith and ACDC while receiving a phone call and texting a reply to some other inquisitive individual!
To sum it up, my head is a whirlwind of activity on its own, but when you add kids to the mix, it becomes the next great wonder of the world. So this blog, if you haven't figured it out, is to record some of my daily goings on, mull over my not so remarkable life and maybe once in a while give you a peek into my latest sewing and baking projects. To be totally honest, you never know what you might find on here. Who knows, maybe for some it will be helpful, for others maybe it will serve as comic relief but alas, why am I concerned about y'all anyway, I'm doing this for my own personal sanity!!!
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